aah

So today, is one of those days, im sitting in my room, watched a movie, now im listening to tom petty free falling...i look out the window and i think to myself "jesus christ, what the fuck am i gana do tomorrow"...but thats not the point...the point is there comes this feeling, a feeling of i dont know its weird. its like a tiered feeling...just tiered i feel like a 50 year old man that hasnt done shit in his life...sounds depressing but the beauty is im not 50 =P so its not depressing...at the end of the thinking of what it might be...i come to this conclusion...and the fucked up part is...we say it all the time, we might even mean it but as me and benji have come to the conclusion, the message never really gets through how it should when u type it on ur wall or say it through skype or msn...I MOTHA FUCKING MISS ALL U FUCKERS!! sometimes it feels like its been for ever, its been for ever since the last time i was in chapi and felt like THE MAN going in there couse all my friends were there and we were all their for the same fucking reason, for each other! i miss driving up and down the santander on my little shity chapi checking out chicks and just being cool like that...i miss going to AmA and having all the little kids jump on you screaming ur name, one louder then the other, like ur some sort of grandiose being of some kind. i miss going on a boat at 7 at night to san pedro or san marcos to party in some lost village, and wake up the next day saying THIS IS EXACTLY WHERE IM SUPPOSED TO BE...then u walk down to the dock smoke a joint get in the next boat to pana and cant wait to get home to take a shower or play with ur dog, or tell ur parents about the awesome night...theres just so many memories which sometimes feel like its been for ever but really hasnt, partying at zenons house is always gana be legendary and will keep being so...i cant wait for this x-mas and hopefully seeing most if not all of u great ppl...and repeating history to create another...

much love amigos