luck

some people might call it luck, but after all, i dont think luck has anything to do with it. Luck is just an excuse for when something happens at the right time. its all about timing, and perseption. where you are and who you are is exactly where and who you are to be. control...control is an illusion we have, and something we would like to have in hand, but we don't. nothing is in control, everything is a whirlpool of mysterys and fantasies, beliefs ideas, thoughts, and movements and we just need to let loose...im acoustumbed to talk in ploural always saying we, but dont take it wrong, im not giving out some sort of universal truth here, its just ideas i want to share :)...plus i dont even believe in a universal truth it wouldnt be right to have it. back to luck...maybe it gets anoying but im not gana care, Pana, and our situation of upbringing, is sooooo, sooo, did i say so yet? different and unique from so many places in the world. we were pretty much, a first or ok, second generation if we count our parents as the first. being that, a second generation, is HUGE, who influenced us? who were our teachers? who brainwashed us? how and, was it on purpouse? on purpouse by whom. destiny is a nice idea, i believe we create our destiny, our paths arent made for us, yet its a controversy, couse if we have no control how can we create our own destiny? fact is we have no purpous of extance, but we have the idea that creates the illusion of freewill that makes us think that we do have control, and there by we make desitions everyday that stear us in a certain direction. a direction that i have no idea where it is. ive been meating all these people lately, theyre about my age, have jobs, are comming up in the workers comunity, making money, but with no ambition for discovery. maybe im wrong, but my theory is, theyre a lost generation with a social structure already built for them, not to think but to act, let the others think. i consider myself to be in the thinkers position, and i dont need the approval of a paper or mass to view me as such and "respect" me so that i can manipulate that, after all i believe in live and let live...

hurra to us =) i think we've come along way already, and the great thing is i cant see the end of any of our roads yet, at the contrary we are just at the start...

much love to yall thought it'd be cool to post something... = )